Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Confessions of a (Tired) Mom -2

Dear V,

Here are some more confessions from me -

1. I have checked if you were breathing on occasions when you took long naps. I did it until you were over a year. (I am not insane because some of my friends too have confessed doing it).

2. Many times, I have doubted myself on taking care of you. I have felt inferior too. No longer, I feel I am putting in good effort and I no longer doubt myself.

3. I have used you as an excuse for many things - from attending functions to not being able to keep up my promises.

4. I regret not writing through my pregnancy. One, I was really tired and exhausted most of the time, Two, I felt I could jinx myself if I wrote.

Love,
Amma

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